Am I victimized as well ? Did I lose the touch after the initial feel and experience of it ? Duh.. I havent a clue, but its been quite sometime since I penned anything I thought.. !
Well life hasn't been going that great as well.. But there is just one thing that happened, that in a way did affect me.. for the better or for the worst.. that I would leave time to decide.. It was the day, when my buddy, my love... my faithful companion, who after being with me for 6 years, was being dumped by "me".. Yes.. I decided to abandon him, coz of the simple reason, he was giving me headaches... !!
Well, am talking about my activa.. my very own "Civilized beast" as I so profoundly call him.. Well, its been almost close to a year since I have been contemplating over this.. but then I decided it in a flat 15 minutes, that I was going to let him go... The day when I went to the showroom to get my new Suzuki Access... (I decided to call him the "Trailblazer"..lol).. I was supposed to be handing over the Activa to them.. I was all excited because I was gonna get my new vehicle, a grey colored Suzuki Access 125CC... but when the guy came over to me, got the keys from me and went off in my activa, that was when it hit me.. I was missing him.. I dont know why, how or when, but I guess I had built up a bond with that guy... and now in a flash he was gone.. I dont know if I am ever gonna see him again or not... But I guess.. I do miss..."The Civilized Beast"...
About Me
- Iyer the Great!
- Lemme keep it simple.. I am what I am.. but for you to form your own version of what I am, you gotta figure out what I am.. and for that you prolly might need to waste some time trying to do that.. but is it all worth the effort... well I dont know.. I leave that to you ! Lot of people in this world are deprived of all that they are eligible, but are still happy with what has been left back... and then there are this other set of people who are blessed with all that one can possibly imagine, but then they arent happy, because they are so worried about figuring out, if they were deprived of something...I fall in the first category, take one day at a time, have plans for the next 4 hours in your life and if you made it safe to your bed that day, without any problems, without any major set backs and with a joy that to someone somewhere, you did do a little something, well, then to me, I lived one more day fruitfully...Ah, too much of philosophy aint it... but that's the way I like it... I would want to be a hero in life, but then again I guess "All heroes become a bore at last"... So I guess I will just be the ordinary person in life, who still can stand out extra ordinary ofcourse...
ya its like that krishna ..its there this minute and the next minute its gone ..same with everything in life and we call it sweet!
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